We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Coulda Shoulda Woulda Enthusiast

by Brosie

supported by
/

about

This song poured out of me in a 30-minute rant about life some Augusts ago… interestingly, it keeps resonating with me in new ways, looking at the current state of the world and the forever scary, forever uncertain future.
That’s not the point of CSWE for me though. The point for me is to acknowledge the uncertainties of life and turn them into an uplifting, energizing “so what”. Just like dancing like nobody’s watching in spite of all the scary stuff out there.
It’s a release in many ways and I couldn’t imagine a better way to introduce myself. Or a better day to release this little piece of indie poptimism: it’s March 1st everybody, the meteorological start of spring.
May “Coulda Shoulda Woulda Enthusiast” bring you hope, solace and movement in the face of fear and frustration.

lyrics

My I don’t give a fuck attitude
Where’s it gone?
Been chasing a rainbow
All along
Was it all just a stupid
Teenage dream
‘Cause I’m not where I saw me
At 23

I’m terrified of the future
And I’m blaming my past
I am a coulda shoulda woulda enthusiast

So where the hell is my
I don’t give a fuck attitude
Something has changed
I had it all figured out and now
I’m losing faith
I am stuck in what-ifs and
Only dream at night
Living every moment with
Tomorrow in mind

I’m terrified of the future
And I’m blaming my past
I am a coulda shoulda woulda enthusiast
Yeah I’m scared of the future
And I’m blaming my past
I don’t wanna get older if nothing lasts

[ooh - ooh - ooh - ooh - ooh - ooh - ooh]

I’m terrified of the future
And I’m blaming my past
I am a coulda shoulda woulda enthusiast
Yeah I’m scared of the future
And I’m blaming my past
I don’t wanna get older if nothing lasts

And I try try try but it feels like a waste
Overthinking every single step I take
Lately I’m so sick of dealing with myself
Maybe all my dreams are made for someone else

credits

released March 1, 2024
written by Brosie
produced by Florian Brügge, Sascha Hünermund, Johannes Ziemann, Brosie
mixed by Johannes Ziemann
mastered by Joe Joaquin
artwork design by Timo Kahl
artwork photo by Timo Vogt

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Brosie Hamburg, Germany

a coulda shoulda woulda enthusiast currently waiting to be discovered

A self- deprecating, unfiltered, twentysomething work-in-progress, writing songs about imaginary conversations, overthought scenarios and what-ifs. Occasionally throws cookies at her audience. ... more

contact / help

Contact Brosie

Streaming and
Download help

Report this track or account

If you like Brosie, you may also like: